cried

cried many times this 2 weeks

30th of Dec

the last day of 2nd sem Final Exam

2 hardest papers at the same day

Financial Management and Management

Gastric when I woke up

9am went to sat for the exam - Financial Management

The paper was like @#$%^&*

I don't even know what I had done in the exam

went back cried after finished the paper

as I knew I will fail this subject

Cried for half an hour

Forced myself to stopped

as I still have another paper to go

Revision Revision Revision

2pm went back to sat for the 2nd paper - Management

When I first saw the questions

I felt like it's not difficult compare with the first paper

BUT when the time I putted my pan on the paper

what the things on my mind...... all gone

whole brain was - blank

2 papers gone

went back to hostel

Cried Cried Cried

insomnia this whole week

cried when I have nothing to do

that's why keep date people out yam cha

keep find movies to watch at the midnight

Sometimes
When I was watching some funny movie
I still cried for few times

Today (10 Jan)

The result was realized

I got my result

It's better than my expectation

at least not failed 2 sub but only 1

and my GPA is 2.0

I was damn happy when I knew my result

I thought I can retake the subject next sem

as I passed in GPA and CGPA

Called UTAR FGO for confirm

and their answer is "NO"

as the maximum credit hours is only 21 hours

The feeling Just like fall down from the heaven to the hell

went back home and reviewed my result clearly

for sure

cried cried cried cried cried

I passed my Financial Management

And I failed Management

I cried more sad

It's means that

I cried for nothing after FM

and made my Management failed

I swear

I paid many more efforts on it compared with last sem

I started prepared few weeks earlier than last sem

I done twice or thrice revision for all difficult subjects

especially Management

It's make me feels sad and disappointed till the max
cried few hours

鬼说: “21 世纪少年最高生存原则 - 爱是/不自夸/不张狂/不做害羞的事”