cried many times this 2 weeks

30th of Dec

the last day of 2nd sem Final Exam

2 hardest papers at the same day

Financial Management and Management

Gastric when I woke up

9am went to sat for the exam - Financial Management

The paper was like @#$%^&*

I don't even know what I had done in the exam

went back cried after finished the paper

as I knew I will fail this subject

Cried for half an hour

Forced myself to stopped

as I still have another paper to go

Revision Revision Revision

2pm went back to sat for the 2nd paper - Management

When I first saw the questions

I felt like it's not difficult compare with the first paper

BUT when the time I putted my pan on the paper

what the things on my mind...... all gone

whole brain was - blank

2 papers gone

went back to hostel

Cried Cried Cried

insomnia this whole week

cried when I have nothing to do

that's why keep date people out yam cha

keep find movies to watch at the midnight

Sometimes
When I was watching some funny movie
I still cried for few times

Today (10 Jan)

The result was realized

I got my result

It's better than my expectation

at least not failed 2 sub but only 1

and my GPA is 2.0

I was damn happy when I knew my result

I thought I can retake the subject next sem

as I passed in GPA and CGPA

Called UTAR FGO for confirm

and their answer is "NO"

as the maximum credit hours is only 21 hours

The feeling Just like fall down from the heaven to the hell

went back home and reviewed my result clearly

for sure

cried cried cried cried cried

I passed my Financial Management

And I failed Management

I cried more sad

It's means that

I cried for nothing after FM

and made my Management failed

I swear

I paid many more efforts on it compared with last sem

I started prepared few weeks earlier than last sem

I done twice or thrice revision for all difficult subjects

especially Management

It's make me feels sad and disappointed till the max
cried few hours

鬼说: “21 世纪少年最高生存原则 - 爱是/不自夸/不张狂/不做害羞的事”

went back to my second home today

AKA Kampung Liang Seng, Kamunting


****************************************************
ah bi "ah gong ah ma... wa deng lai liao"
ah gong/ah ma "hor hor hor... deng lai deng lai"
****************************************************


I used to shouted out loud like this =D
and my lovely grandparents AKA ah gong ah ma
always answer me this

my lovely grandparents
really sayang their grandchildren till the max



I STILL CAN REMEMBER


When I was ## years old
(I'm still in primary school.. forgot which year ady)
They bought me my very first bicycle
As I always asked them to buy for me
Some may think that it's nothing special
But.. It's a memorable memory for me
Although it's thrown


Middle of March 2010
The last time I went back to visited them... before I went Kampar for study
We were discussing about whether I can survive without air-con
And I asked them to buy me a "fan" to Kampar and they rejected me that time
I actually joking with them that time and I thought that they won't take it serious
And after the few days I reached Kampar
Surprisingly that... they really bought me one


March 2010
They bought me a bicycle as transport to school
I know maybe they 顺便 buy for me as they bought one for my cousin also
(we both studying in UTAR at the same year)
But.. I really very appreciate it
It just like a "blessing" from them


Jun/July 2010
I went back to attended my great-grandfather funeral
We were kacau them to make an air-con room for us
(It's same) They rejected again
But... after few months
There's an air-con room in the house


September 2010
We (3 sisters) went back to visited them
we were kacau them to apply Wi-Fi Services
Again... They rejected... But... today...
They were discussing about it
And asked my sugar daddy help them to apply


wakakakakakakakaka
Believe me
still got a lot of "it" are coming soon


(== forgot to remove my "苍蝇贴")
The cutest and sweetest grandparent

Love them very damn much
I clearly know that
Without them
I won't come to this world
(as they born my mom XD and my mom born me)

I enjoy to make them laugh non-stop
with my broken "tio-chiu" language

I do to be their 开心果


It's all are because of
I LOVE THEM

鬼说: “21 世纪少年最高生存原则 - 爱是/不自夸/不张狂/不做害羞的事”

lolx
just realized
I posted 27 posts in 2010 nia

I guess
this situation will be continue
or maybe more worst than last year
unless I really very free and sienzz until boom
only I will update my blog



1st of January
enjoyed BBQ with my family
Auntie, Uncle, cousins, sis's boyfriend
and celebrated for my lovely sis AKA Winnie Ho SF
after BBQ ^^ still got Domino's Pizza as supper

accidentally found back this ^^


the 2nd and 3rd day of the 2011
I met up with my super+duper best-friends (male)
AKA William Tan BH (gor) and Eddis Poon KW

2nd of January
9 something at night
suddenly got an idea to meet them
went Mc'D with them and ate Oreo McFlurry
(gor gor belanja want) XD
after that went my house
talk talk talk talk talk

3rd of January
8 something in the morning
went to fetch Poon and Bak Heng
ate dimsum with them
after that went to Studio B

cut my hair =( someone said it look same like last time

And he curved his hair XD


145 de train
130 only we gao dim
rushed from the saloon to the railway station
Bak Heng was driving the car like rolling coaster ><
reached there "depat-depat" 145
the train gone ==

luckily 2pm still got one train to KL
nothing to do while waiting the train
38 38 and done some funny things there


Good Luck to 3 of us
don't know when is our next meet
Hope that it will not make me wait too long

I like what the barbers said
"6年朋友还是gam friend... 几难得啊"

met up with Jason at the same day =)



long time din't spent such a long time
to stay with my family and friends
the one who I care the most

do appreciating that
I still got them when I was feeling bored and emo

鬼说: “21 世纪少年最高生存原则 - 爱是/不自夸/不张狂/不做害羞的事”