sorry to make this decision

nothing wrong with you

my own problem

in order to move you out

I know that i have to sacrifice something

which is........ our "friendship"

鬼说: “21 世纪少年最高生存原则 - 爱是/不自夸/不张狂/不做害羞的事”

wow

I'm still able to recall

Last sem

when result released

I was cried almost one whole month
because of the one and only stupid subject

and now

I'm proud to tell myself now

Michelle Ho!! you did it!!!

it's proved

"不要问自己想不想..请问你自己要不要"
quoted by Steven (lovely Sir)

if you want
you will make yourself to get it

=) =) =) =) =) =) =) =) =) =) =) =) =) =) =) =) =) =) =) =) =) =)

鬼说: “21 世纪少年最高生存原则 - 爱是/不自夸/不张狂/不做害羞的事”

Few months ago

someone told me these
"Don't spend too many time to fall in love with an 'un-worth' person

believe it or not?? If you spent 6 years to love a person
you might need to wasted double of the time to forget the person"

erm

"believe it or not??"

i'm experiencing this "step" of LOVE currently

Of course I hope that the above statement will not be true

I don't really feel like wanna waste another 12 years because of him

It's marvelous

don't know how to define this "process"

It's not nice and fun at all

It's hurting me

in long term

I really wonder

Why and How I made myself

to fall in love with this cold-blooded guy

6 years long??? Am I crazy?? (I think so ==)

I know that I need time

to let down all the weird feeling (so call love ==)

I mentioned again

all I need is just time

but not another guys

so == stop convincing me to find someone to be a boyfriend

he's not worth for me to hurt other guys

don't feel like wanna be with anyone

before I really let down "him"

wish that I will not be a 老姑婆 at last ==

鬼说: “21 世纪少年最高生存原则 - 爱是/不自夸/不张狂/不做害羞的事”

一年前的我说不动你

一年后的今天................还是算了

当初是我错了.. 错在我..

太抬举我自己

也太小看了你

想走就走吧

这次..我只会说
一路顺风

鬼说: “21 世纪少年最高生存原则 - 爱是/不自夸/不张狂/不做害羞的事”

不懂何时起,我不再是你fnf list里的其中一人

不懂何时起,我们不再告诉彼此所有发生的大小事

不懂何时起,我们要靠facebook/某人来知道对方的事

不懂何时起,我们不再通电话,我不再需要一个垃圾桶

不懂何时起,我们学会了ignore彼此

这些琐碎事

曾经把我们两个牵在一起

如果"它们"回不来

那我们也回不去了

我厌倦了主动

你习惯了被动

你如果无法主动

那我们也回不去了

所以

如果你做不到

就不要说我们可以回得去

不要以为时间可以让一切回到原点

它也可以把我们推得越来越远

只是你察觉不到而已

而等到你发现时

我们已经回不去了

我知道你不会来看

所以豁出去了

鬼说: “21 世纪少年最高生存原则 - 爱是/不自夸/不张狂/不做害羞的事”