useless me
almost wasted the whole afternoon to cried

just feels guilty and a bit innocent

I wonder
why am I stayed in this group alone
why am I involved in this war
why am I excluding by them in this assignment

full with "why"

鬼说: “21 世纪少年最高生存原则 - 爱是/不自夸/不张狂/不做害羞的事”

Michelle Ho 不喜欢被误会

Michelle Ho 不喜欢自己像个白痴一样
因为别人的不理智而自己一个人哭

知道这一切都不是自己的错
却还是忍不住哭了

已经很久没有在blog写不开心的事了
可是我现在真的忍不住了!!

我不开心
找你的时候
你.在.哪.里??

鬼说: “21 世纪少年最高生存原则 - 爱是/不自夸/不张狂/不做害羞的事”

yayaya!!
Here I come to update my blog
(Please Don't mumbling me le larh)

It's already the second week of Sem 2
almost 3 months din't update my blog ady
Here I come to clean the "spider-web"



The time just like passing so fast
I ended my Trimester 1
passed my Examination
enjoyed my Sem Break

And now
starting all the things all over again
~~Sem 2~~


Start to fight with stress like the pass
Start to "sleep late, wake up early" like the pass
Start to "one day 2 meals" like the pass

feels like want to change my study method ady
BUT... It's still the 2nd week
Who knows what will happen after few weeks

鬼说: “21 世纪少年最高生存原则 - 爱是/不自夸/不张狂/不做害羞的事”

it's the fifth week of the trimester 1 now

feels that i'm already long time din't update my blog
(mumbling by friends already)

the first few days when Michelle came to kampar
She's still depend on her schoolmates

the 4th day in kampar
Michelle started to stay at her house everyday
but not stay at friend's house anymore

As
Michelle knew that
She can't depend on her friends and family forever



AND NOW

Michelle got her own gang now
that's her lovely housemates and neighbors

Michelle love them very much
they are really very careful

Michelle never feel boring
when she stay with anyone of them



ALTHOUGH
We knew each others only 1 month
but just feeling like can't live without anyone now


DANISH HOUSE
WESTLAKE HOMES - BEIJING A
1056...1057...1058

what a big gang
just like a big family


Michelle really likes to stay with them very much!!!

鬼说: “21 世纪少年最高生存原则 - 爱是/不自夸/不张狂/不做害羞的事”

Michelle is in the KAMPAR now
This the 2nd week I reached

the day before she came to kampar
her family had told her this

Sugar Daddy : "Ah Bi... You BIG GIRL already... have to learn how to be independence already... just like your ER JIE... not even make me worry since she arrived malacca."

Sugar Mummy: "Ah Bi... compare with both of your sisters... daddy mummy THROW many money for you to study... please SANG SENG a bit larh... don't make us worry about you... and please help me take care about ah tsong."

The Stephanie : "Ah Bi... you too good already larh... please don't treat others so good... I'm worrying that you will be USE by others... the community nowadays... not simply as you think and know before... it's same to university life."

The Winnie : "Ah Bi... you should not tell our parents that how worst is the situation in kampar... And you're going to study but not having a comfortable trip in kampar... Please do remember... you are the one who should be adapt the environment... But not the environment to adapt you..."

This the lessons that given by the family that I have to learn
since the first day i reached Kampar

And
The Michelle is now to tell both of you
I'm trying my best to do so

Please don't expect that I can do it well so fast
as it's just the 2nd week of the university life


MICHELLE IS CHANGING
CHANGING SLOWLY NOW


please give me some times

鬼说: “21 世纪少年最高生存原则 - 爱是/不自夸/不张狂/不做害羞的事”